November 12, 2011

of infatuation

i was already here.  alone…  looking...  searching…
     until you came for the same reasons.


i was busy.  toxic…  weary…  bloody…
     you gave me reason to spare my time.


i was never sensitive.  naïve...  clueless...  plain…
     until you care to share your world.


i began to find joy.  blissful...  active...  inspired…
     you made it more blissful. more active. more inspired.


i get to know you.  shallow...  closer...  personal…
     you hesitantly showed yourself.


i find your value.  care for you...  miss you...  need you…
     you? i just don’t know.


i started to contemplate.  seek...  reflect…  realize…
     you were that self-assured.


i fell in love.  slowly...  deeply…  strongly…
     you have no idea.


i decided to be vocal.  honest…  straight...  determined…
     you have doubted my emotion.


i told you i love you with pure intention…
     you said no, it was just infatuation


[christiansantamaria]

November 11, 2011 residence

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