January 14, 2010

what you don't know, don't hurts you

Hindi rin pala maganda na lahat ng bagay dito sa mundo alam mo. kahit ikaw ang pinakamatalinong tao, I'm pretty sure you are still missing a lot of things. I guess it is better off that way. Sadyang may mga bagay talaga na mas mabuti nalang na hindi mo alam kesa naman mapagod lang utak mo sa kakaisip. Or worst case scene, hindi uatk kundi puso mo ang apektado. Masakit lang isipin na kung minsan yung mga bagay na sana hindi mo nalang nalaman eh mga kaibigan mo pa pala ang may kinalaman.

This isn't just a matter of being considerate towards the feeling of other people. Kung minsan, it's the relationship itself being compromised. Kung gaano katibay yung pinagsamahan nyo, yung pagpapahalaga nyo sa isa't-isa, and all that. Definitely, I am not ignoring the fact that yourself is the very first in reason. Syempre nga naman kung minsan, dumarating yung point na kailangan mong unahin ang sarile mo bago ang iba...bago ang kaibigan. And the mere fact that life goes on as time and distant changes the company you have established. But in the end, friendship matters.

Maybe the one of the reasons why Im so emo is that I always invest so much on friendship. I think it's not about being envied nor self-pity at all. Sabi nga nila diba kapag hindi mo naman kilala yung taong nakasakit sayo, ayus lang kahit wag mo ng pansinin. Pero iba kapag kaibigan ang nakapagpasama ng loob mo eh. You feel a bit betrayed. Still I cannot blame. I'll just take it as another good lesson of life in my 'friendship category'. hehehe.

Haist...parang ang dae ko ng sinabi. Malamng makabasa nito mawindang sa pagkonnect ng mga sentences. hahaha!!

Uhm...well, It's not easy to write when you do no wish to bare your feelings to someone who is close to you.

Bottomline? Title itself.



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