perhaps by the time I get 70 years old, I learnt everything. the only problem I foresee is remembering. that is why I write some of them. to share people a few thoughts and the rest is to remind me how life has been for time being...
i hope you can forgive me. it's been more than a year and i know it would take few more years for you to forgive me, or me to forgive myself. it could even take a lifetime, God forbid. no one knows how it feels to be troubled by your conscience each and every day of your life. that because of a selfish love, i almost killed the man i so much loved. you hold an irreparable hole in my heart. nobody would ever want to be in my place. i guess no one else will.
every 8th of March, we celebrate the International Women's Day. this year's theme is #PledgeForParity i couldn't say more since everything you want to know about the theme is already here. well actually i could. but the laziness is strongly possessing my being at the moment. i ask for your forgiveness. you know i can do better than this (charot!) nevertheless, i would like to dedicate this very short post (the shortest i guess), to all the women of my life, gals and gays. know your worth, speak up and always be involved. i'm writing this with kisses and hugs...
yesterday’s not a
good day. mainit ulo ko sa technical difficulties na pinagdaanan ni Adele sa
katatapos lang na Grammys. but in the spirit of objectivity, i admit that for
me, it wasn’t all about the mic the fell into the piano that made her sounded off-tune
and flat. medyo may konting “tsismis” sa ilang nota sa huli.
know if it is emotional-induced tone or talagang guttural something na
at habang hindi
pa ko nakakamove on sa performance na yun, nakita ko sa Twitter ang Manny
Pacquiao sa Philippines Trend. nacurious ako so i followed the retweets and
conversation. and.... shala!
napanuod ko ito, sa maniwala kayo o hindi natawa ako. like literally hahaha
ewan ko. hindi
naman ako nagalit or whatever.
although yes, it’s
no doubt hitting below the belt.
jinujustify pa na kexot he did not compare LGBT people to animals. mas masahol
pa daw. or yung same-sex marriage daw ang mas masahol at hindi yung LGBT.
the fuck is the
logic? the choice of words are there and semantics tells us all.
isn’t “mas” “higit”
(more, much) a comparative degree to some sort of? the "acts" is what make us gay. then how can you say you only condemn the "acts" and not the "gay"? isn't that a double-standard?
ang inisip ko,
magsosorry siya at ireretract niya soon ang sinabi niya.
true enough, he
apologized after he was bombarded by criticisms.
i understand. we
all make mistakes. to err is human to forgive is divine.
he probably is so
passionate about living in a Christian life that when ask something about an
issue which is against his virtue thus, his opinion came out.
well, everyone is
entitled to express his opinion. nagkataon na public figure si Manny kaya sana naging
careful siya sa pagbibitaw ng opinion. any elected officials should know this by heart. you should not give opinion based on your own preference and belief. secularism, the Constitution has it.
totoo naman. Manny on the lighter side is admirable to have the balls to express his point of view and stand by his
principles. but not in a degrading way. and let’s face it people. Manny needs all the votes he could
sa mundo ng politika, napakahalaga ang maging safe. i’m not
saying na talikuran ang pinaniniwalaan mo, but rather, be on the “safe side” so
that no one will get hurt and offended.
i felt sorry for
Manny. i feel like he was misguided and misinformed about the issue on same-sex
marriage. i mean the very basic issue.
napalampas ko. pero yung ibang mga nasa friendlist ko sa facebook na mega post
din ng opinion na kexot tama lang daw yung sinabi ni Manny, blah blah blah,
yung isa nag post
pa ng napakahaba. yung bang pang press release na akala mo public figure din
siya na naghihintay ang madla ng sasabihin niya about sa isyu. may pagtataray at disclaimer. at ang effort ng pagkaka compose. papunta na sa decree ganyan.
dun ako nairita sa likes. chos!
so ako naman, bilang kasapi ng LGBT, i cannot allow pass the issue without answering her in a subtle way.
hindi dahil nainggit lang ako sa dami ng likes niya ha! hahaha
i mean, kailangan marinig din ang side namin. and for everyone's awareness nadin.
but instead of commenting
to her post, nagpost nalang ako ng sa akin.
and here’s what i said.
"when someone injects "religion" and "belief" in a simply supposedly civil matters, that starts the problem. grow up people. the world is not own by Christianity alone. no religion could ever claim it. not in this lifetime."
the last time i check, the LGBT community is fighting for their right to union under the STATE and not under the CHURCH.
never did i recall we ask permission to the latter. or pardon me, has anything changed since then?
i'm sorry, i wasn't informed.
at any rate,given the rationalization presented in the first statement, it simply means union governed by STATUTES and not by the holy matrimony of the Church.
i surmise people are well-educated. google can testify that no individual on earth is a fool as long as he has a decent internet connection.
need i further explain the separation concept between the two?
sorry for jumping in the bandwagon. i'm not the type of netizen who frequent opinions on facebook.
while i respect variances in opinions, the real issue must be pointed out.
bigotry and ignorance is a sickness. don't get infected.
i felt a sigh of relief when i got likes.
at least, i know may nakaintindi kahit hindi ganun karami. ang importante, may nakaunawa.
in ISO language,
i oversee the overall operational (non-medical) records and documents of the entire
yes, it’s done by
me and me alone.
dito ako nakaranas na may mawala lang na isang papel hindi na ko makatulog sa gabi kakaisip. hahaha
i was featured way back 2014 Q2 issue of our company magazine.
at tinakpan ko pa daw. nagpapaka private. hahaha
hindi ko nga
ineexpect na magtatagal ako dito. yung kasabihan na kung sino yung parating
walang bukang bibig kundi “magreresign na ako” sila pa yung kadalasan
my friends always
teased me to leave my company right now for i am not getting any younger and
that i should settle for good like working in the government.
i am a civil
service passer for both sub-pro and pro level.
mas malaki naman talaga ang sahod sa government compared sa trabaho ko ngayon.
and the benefits there are huge.
kaso nga lang
kasi palakasan system sa gobyerno. kailangan pang may mamatay bago ka makapasok
sa plantilla. hahaha
formality nalang yung job vacancy na inaannounce nila dahil ang totoo, may mga
tao ng naka line up sa mga posisyon na yun.
hindi naman ako
entirely after sa salary. yes, importante talaga ang sweldo lalo na kung
breadwinner ka. but for me na mama ko at tita ko nalang ang kasama ko sa buhay,
a reasonable decent pay would do. hindi rin naman kasi extravagant ang
lifestyle ko. ang mas importante sakin, gusto ko ang work at okay ang mga
kasama ko sa trabaho. ang hirap kasi magtrabaho pag hindi mo feel ang mga
din naman magtrabaho sa hospital. do i need to elaborate? hahaha
syempre medical assistance. hospitalization and medical services which is extended to family members or dependents.
not to mention, marami
din akong natutunan na mga medical information. feeling ko pag nagtagal pa ko dito
baka papasa na kong residente. chos!
may lagnatin nga lang sa bahay namin pinakukunan ko na agad ng dugo at kung pwede iconfine na agad. hahaha
this year, my
career goal to is to enroll my Master’s Degree.
the hospital has
an affiliated University where i can get my Masteral.
that's another perks that my company offers. educational assistance which includes discounts on tuition fees and miscellaneous to course of choice.
i have always
plan this for so many times way back pero minsan na se set aside because of other important priorities
coming in the way and sometimes nakakatamaran. hehehe